MindyFawn
Hello OH family,
I have had a hard time with picking which weight lose surgery to go with... I desided on the RNY and them went to the idea of a lapband then just this week back to the RNY. I was approved right away on July 3, 2007. I have been looking into weight loss surgery for over a year and finally took the first step this past June.
I just can't stand being in this body. I hate the way I look. I really only look at myself from my waist up. It is my ass that is so big and now I noticed my tummy is getting out there too!!!
I have to jump thru hoops for the insurence and that is to wait six months. I see my personal doc once a month so that they can track what I am doing etc. etc.... I hope the insurence will not make me wait another six months. I wish I had the procedure already.
I want to feel pretty again. Not shy when I am with my husband and want to hide because I am so big... I am 5 feet tall and weight 218.
I have two daughter and a wonderful husband that I always have put first. I have taken better care of them then I have myself. Now it is my turn. I will have to work hard to reach my goal and teach them of the changes that I will have to make for myself.
IT IS ALL ABOUT ME
