I Did It!!!

Dec 18, 2009

 I have lost 103 pounds and am sooo excited. Loving this feeling of astonishment! Only 6 pounds to lose to be under 200 pounds!!! I am sure that will be gone by Monday! I got on the scale on Monday and it's now Friday so....I have lost I am sure. I will find out on Monday morning. LIFE IS GRRRREAT!!! 
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Yippeee!!!

Dec 03, 2009

 I am so close to the century mark...96 pounds down and still going!  I am currently at 212 lbs. I am soooo undeniably different both physically and mentally. I go next week for my 6 month check up and am dying to see what their scale says.

I have learned that I have a transfer addiction which is shopping. Yeah, how can THAT be? I don't have money to waste, but I have used some strategies that are currently keeping me on track, thanks to the new group for transfer addiction! My family is being so supportive and understanding through this journey. I am truly blessed.

I have also realized that I used food as a friend in the past. During Thanksgiving I was surrounded by loving family and friends, but yet felt sooo lonely. Upon further ponderance it dawned on me that I was lonely because I couldn't stuff myself and partake of all the foods that I had loved so much before. So I sought out some advice from a friend and she said to do something constructive when I fell that way. I have chose exercise as my constructive activity because I always feel way better after a good workout. I am sure that will ward off those feelings. 

Well until the next time my OH friends.....

 
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2 Months Out

Aug 03, 2009

Sorry my OH buddies, it's been a while since I have been on. August 8th I will be officially 2 months out and I feel a little better, both physically and mentally. FOr a minute there I was questioning my decision. I guess being released by the Dr to eat normal food and excercise has made a difference.    I never get on the scale. I get on it only when I see that I have even more room in my clothes.

My 4 year old told me the other day "look mommy you have one stomach now!"  He told me before surgery that I had 2 stomachs. LOL I still don't see what everyone else sees. I only see my clothes getting bigger. My belly is just not shrinking the way I want it to. I know I know, it is shrinking BUT DAMN! I am gonna work my a$$ off to get rid of it.

This has been a hell of a journey thus far! I am ready to see the old me disappear!  

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Update

Jul 01, 2009

I went to my 2 week check up on June 18th and i was 18.5 lbs down! The doctor said I was ahead of schedule and that was good news! He released me to start the soft diet. I was soooo HAPPY.  I go back on July 17th for my  6 week check up.

Fast forward to today:
I don't wanna eat any more. Food is boring and I want to try different foods and eat fresh raw fruit! I miss fruit. I know I know! I am getting the results I want but Man!
 
Every night I ask myself  "is this really worth it?" I cry and cry until I fall asleep. My hubby doesn't understand what I am going through. My best friend understands because she already went through it, but she isn't always available for me to vent to or to slap me back into reality. I need that alot lately!

I am currently at 270 according to my scale. I don't trust that thing though! I just wished my belly would go faster than it is. It hasn't changed in my opinion, my hubby begs to differ. I will post pics in a few days. 


 
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Liquids Day Three

Jun 03, 2009

Well the third day was good. Stuck to my routine and all went well. Although, I am starting to mourn food in my own way. I never realized that food is everywhere....on the tv, radio commercials, driving down the road! MAN! No wonder I loved it sooo much! I have found that if I fill up on juice and water before I cook dinner I am not tempted. It also helps that I clean or fold clothes while my family is eating. I do sit down and drink my Slimfast with them and then when I am done I get busy doing something. My husband is amazed at how squeaky clean the house is. I am changing my lifestyle already and it feels good. 

A shirt that was very clingy on me is not so clingy anymore. I am seeing results already and I am AMAZED, not to mention MOTIVATED. I have never felt those feelings ever! 
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Day One and Two Down 6 More To Go

Jun 02, 2009

 Everyone survived my first day of the liquid diet! I am actually doing better than I thought I would! Go ME!  Cooking dinner for my family last night was sooo tempting but I got through it and didn't give in to temptation! YEAH! I keep myself drinking constantly and thus I am always full. The bathroom trips are many but I'm ecstatic that I havent  felt hungry at all! I am doing it and I have gotten many compliments on my efforts. It's so good to hear the encouragement. It helps ALOT!!! 
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The Beginning

Jun 01, 2009

Today is the first day of my week long liquid diet before surgery on Monday, the 8th.  I am a bit leary as to how i will keep off the hunger. I think I will just drink something every hour or so. I made a mistake and didn't eat dinner last night because I ate a late lunch and was still stuffed by dinnertime. Man, do I wish I had eaten!!! My friend told me to think thin. I guess that has to be my new mantra from here on out! I can do this!  I hope that chewing gum helps! I will report back after DAY 1. Hopefully I can keep my sanity and not clock anyone upside the head this week  I get kinda evil when I am deprived of food! LOL

Wish me luck!
 
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Pre op Day

May 27, 2009

I did my pre op appointment yesterday and it took FOREVER! I was an hour and 15 minutes late for my pre registration at the hospital because the surgeon's office was sooo behind! I didn't leave Baylor until 5:35 pm, yes it took that long! It is over and done with and I am sooo glad!   I only do my liquid diet for a week prior to surgery. 

The lady that did the sonogram of my legs said that I had good strong muscles probably because at one time I was an athlete. I just laughed! Amazing how she could tell through all the fat. I hope to get into sports once again, since I have the legs for it! LOL  



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One Last Thing To Do

May 13, 2009

I did my upper g.i. last Friday.  Now I have to wait on my pre op day May 26th. All I need to do now is figure out what to take to the hospital. I have seen many posts on this subject so I have a clue. 
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YEAH!!!

Apr 14, 2009

I just got word from my bff that I got insurance approval!!!  I won't be able to have surgery until June, but at least I don't have to worry any more! I am so Excited and scared.  I just wish I knew what to expect, especially with regard to the liquid diet. A week with out chewing will be a different experience.  I am ready to get a new life and keep it.  
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06/08/2009
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