Stabilized...for the most part...but NOT.

Jun 11, 2009

Hi there.  Its been 1 year and 4 months since my surgery.  I have lost all I can, I think.  It is terrific that I have lost what I have.  However, I find myself wanting to lose more.  I am 167 today.  I go between 160 and 167.   Some is water weight I guess but some unfortunately is not.  I don't know.  Would like to get skin removed someday but I would like to lose more first. 

I haven't been exercising.  I don't know why.  I should.  I am also not eating right some of the time.  I snack on sugary things sometimes and it isn't good.  I want to stop that destructive behavior.  (help!!!!)

I am sorry to say I am not being the model bariatric patient right now and it is really upsetting me.  I am also not feeling as happy, satisfied and pleased as I was when I was exercising and eating perfectly.  So, I must therefore, get back to what I was doing before.  Perhaps then I will see more results and also feel a hell of a lot better.  :-)  That is what I shall focus on then.  I WILL get back into the exercise July 1.  I can't afford it presently and know myself well enough to know that I won't keep it up if I do it on my own until then.  BUT I can say I WILL TRY.  

(sigh).... 


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WOW. Didn't Lose Weight Over the Holidays.

Jan 07, 2009

OMG.  The holidays were horrible for my weight loss.  I lost nothing! It is true that the gastric bypass is a tool; you must still work to lose the weight or you will not lose it.  I even see how people re-gain the weight.  So easy to do.  I had a wonderful holiday and loved every minute of it, but, I am glad it is over for my weight's sake.  lol.  I need to learn a bit more self control I guess.   Cookies are my weakness.  I found out I have NO problem eating sugar and THAT is not a good thing.  

Today I lost some weight, so I know my weight loss isn't over now.  It WAS the holidays.  I can hardly believe how sucked in I was by the entrapment of food.  Again.
  No more.  
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Questions Answered

Dec 29, 2008

Welcome, Visitor!  I have posted the answers to one of my "questioners" because people like have answers to common questions about the gastric bypass...here it is...I hope you find it useful! Email me if you have more!!

Question
How did you decide which type to have?  Why not a lap band?

 

 

Well, I thought carefully about the choices for years.  I deliberated over it.  It is not an easy choice.  Some people opt for the band thinking it will be easier, and that they will be able to absorb all of the nutrients they need this way.  I decided the full bypass would be better because with it, people have been shown, overall, to be less hungry.  And, with the band, there has been a lot of slippage to occur.  The band can slip down, or even up the intestine causing pain and discomfort.  This requires additional operations, and therefore, is more risk.  Also, with the band, there is a need to go to the doctor to have the band filled if you are eating too much or too little.  They stick a needle into a "port"  which is just under the surface of your gut.  Sound like fun?  Not to me.  lolol...  

 

Question

 I am so interested in the operation. I am about 20 lbs. overweight so don't qualify.  

 

20 lbs overweight isn't bad.  It is really quite good!  I am proud of you for keeping your weight down!  If you are concerned, you could increase your protein intake, and see if that boosts your metabolism...

 

 

Question

I so admire your courage to do this thing. You are a brave lady.   

 

Thanks for saying so.  I was very scared.  Very.  In fact, I cancelled my first surgery.  Then, 1 month later, by some strange fate, I was diagnosed with diabetes.  So, I decided I HAD to go through with it, no matter what the cost, because I didn't want to end up where my mom is...with heart problems and eventually (possibly) with a stroke.  I scheduled the surgery and my mind sort of played a trick on me that day.  I remember thinking, ok, if I am going through with this today, I am not going to care if I live or die.  I'm just not going to care.  That is how I got through making myself do it.  Strange, huh?  But I still shook like the dickens, so ya know I cared. lol...   

Question

Do you have a problem with excess skin?
 

Actually no, I don't have a problem with it.  I am one of the lucky ones.  I was afraid that I would but so far, after losing 104 lbs, I do not have hanging skin.  Thank God.  I have a feeling I might, though, if I lose much more.   

 

Question

I have read everything I can as I am fascinated by the process.  I can't diet anymore at 67. I just don't care but wish I could get motivated to walk more. I am very lazy. I keep the two horses as it forces me to do some exercise walking to the barn to feed them . They are too old to ride and are retired.  

 

Yes, you are right, it probably isn't a good idea for you to diet.  I don't think you are really heavy at all!!  I think you are fine.  Tone the muscles, but that's it...we could ALL use that!!  Besides, you ARE getting exercise, it sounds like..    

 

Question

 

It is saving so many lives and stopping diabetes, etc. in people who can't diet.   Absolutely!  I was headed down the wrong road!  I was taking 2 diabetic medications after I was diagnosed, and I felt horrible all the time.  I wasn't healthy.  Now I no longer need ANY diabetic meds and my diabetes has disappeared.  The doc says to check it but he says I am good. 

 

THAT’S IT FOR NOW GUYS, HOPE IT HELPS YOU!!!

~MISTY

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166.2! Its a miracle. Having a party in FEBRUARY!

Dec 05, 2008

I never used to understand why people had their 2nd birthday on the anniversary of the day of their surgery.  Now it makes sense to me  because I am having my own "birthday" bash on the anniversary of mine!  It will be one year on the 25th of February and I can't wait.  It will be nice to send out invitations and plan, from start to finish.  I'm excited!


Looking Forward to My First Thanksgiving Without Having to EAT

Nov 25, 2008

YAY!!!  THIS year I won't stuff myself.  I won't go back for seconds.  I won't be saying, I wish I didn't eat that.  Cuz I won't.

It's all possible because of this gastric bypass.  THANK GOD.  It truly is Thanksgiving.  I am so blessed.  I haven't had many problems, and I am so, so lucky. 

I feel like cooking up a storm though!  I love to cook, and that hasn't changed. 

So, Happy Thanksgiving to EVERYONE, and may your holiday season bring you lots of joy.....Be grateful and for all the blessings in your life, no matter how small they may be...and this, my belief is anyway, will make us all happy. 

176 lbs and STILL GOING DOWN OMG!!!!!!

Oct 20, 2008

WOW!  WHAT'S NEXT!  ??!  ?  A MEDIUM SIZE!!!  WHOA!!!!!

I can hardly wait to be a medium and it isn't far off.  I am so excited!  I can't see what I waited to have this surgery for!  I am so pleased with the results. 

I miss my hair, but some will grow back.  People say they can't tell I am missing hair but my hair was lovely before.   So, I can tell.  I can't wait for my hair to be better than it is right now! But at least I have some.  Not like a cancer patient. 

And I still feel really good.  :-)

184 lbs and still going down. I love being a large.

Sep 23, 2008

My boyfriend is enjoying the new me.  Usually.  But I think he is jealous sometimes. 

I have to say, I feel soooooo blessed and lucky and thankful to be here, to be alive, to be healthy, to be where I am.  I am so fortunate and so pleased.  I wouldn't change a thing.

Life is like a box of chocolates:  you never know what you're gonna get...and even though ithe piece you get may not taste good to you, it's still sweet.

Its Strange Shopping

Sep 11, 2008

At my highest weight I was 270, so now I have lost about 85 lbs.  and I can hardly believe it!!  I still can't believe that's me in the mirror.  I can't help but still shop in the larger women's sections.  I have to remember to go to the smaller section now.  It's so WEIRD.  It's like a new world opening up.  I went into Burlington Coat Factory, and I haven't been there in a while.  I headed for the back left, where the larger clothes are.  I stopped and thought, hey wait!  I can't shop there now!  I looked dead straight ahead and thought, oh my God!  These are the clothes I CAN WEAR NOW!  Holy Crap!  Sections upon sections of clothes I could choose from!  And they were   g o r g e o u s !   Not that I have the money to spend.  But I  C O U L D  try them ON!  lolol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Phew! Got over this plateau!

Aug 28, 2008

Thank God!  This plateau I have been on seemed especially long.  I don't know why.  I felt like it was never going to end.  I thought, oh no, I will never lose any more weight.  But I did.  So, it goes to show you, just keep persevering.  Work out, eat right, do what the doc says, and you'll be okay.  (sigh of relief).  I need to take an updated pic.....

6 Months Out. Losing Weight More Slowly Now.

Aug 20, 2008

  Whazzup wid dat?
I guess when you can eat more, you lose less.  lol.  But some days I don't eat as much.  Who knows.  I am trying to work out, but my knees and ankles are giving me problems, and I can't get to a really good cardio workout and it is depressing me.  But I will keep trying.  (sigh).  I jumped on a trampoline the other day!!!   OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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