Momba
Being big ain't easy. People really do treat you diffrently and you are always thinking about your obstacles throughout the day. Can you fit in their car, is that to far to walk, is there an elevator, do they have chairs without arms, who's watching me...
460 pounds was the beginning of the end. I did not know how big I really was. I honestly felt like a monster some days. I still feel that way at times. I was afraid to have surgery. I think I was most afriad of was failing. I was not living my life. I was just letting it fly by.
