5/5/11 6 weeks check

May 05, 2011

I saw Kris Severson yesterday for my 6 week check up. I will be seeing her in Virginia now instead of having to go to Duluth so often. I only see Dr. Bettendorf for my annuals. She was okay with my still being at 260. She told me losing slower was better anyways and expected good things from me. Stated that the bowel problems I was having were part of the big cause of that. So we added Benefiber twice a day. Added Vitamin D 1000 IU twice day as well. Lab took my blood sugar, vitamin D and B-12 levels and a lipid profile. Kris will call me with that and mail me a copy. I did not see Lisa. They forgot to put me on her schedule and I sat there for over half an hour. Then they realized their mistake after I talked to Luci at the reception desk.  Then I was sent to the lab.

Just need to exercise more and drink water more. Doing well with the protein. Avoiding the sweets.

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4/13/11 A Day of Rest

Apr 13, 2011

I took today off. I followed my diet restrictions, but other than routine house cleaning and going to pickup some meds with Don, I didn't do much walking. My knee was so painful last night both the front and the back that I was awake every 2-3 hours crying in pain. Percocet and Lortab didn't work. Flexeril helped some along with a topical analgesic (Pain-A-Trate by Melaleuca).   So I took today to just rest. I don't want to have to go back to the orthopedic doctor and tell him I ruined his work with too much exercise. So I rested.   Tomorrow I will get back on track with the exercises and go slowly to build up again. Start with 5 reps each instead of the full 15 and not overstretch my knees.   Joe's back at the college. Mike is at work this afternoon and Don is at work. It's just me and the dogs  and the cat.  So I am watching MY movies and relaxing. Maybe I just needed to slow down. Too much stress yesterday and the evening before. 
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4/12/11 Not a good day emotionally

Apr 12, 2011

Last night my eldest son hit his head on a brick wall and ended up in the ER. He has a hematoma (goose egg) about the size of a lemon on the left back of his head. He hit the brick wall so hard he had a small trauma seizure and was unconscious until he woke up in the ambulance. It was an accident that happened when he and some friends were goofing off. We rushed to the hospital an hour away. I brought him home. The nurse in me took over. I checked his neuros and vitals every 4 hours and had him answer questions. Last night he was confused. This morning he was confused and his pupils were fixed. The light hurt his eyes. His BP was lower than it should have been. I was concerned as a mother and as a nurse. He had a CT scan last night and it was clear of any hemorrhaging. The doctor said he would be okay by Wednesday morning. I agreed but kept my eye on him anyways. When I was concerned that he wasn't coming back fast enough and thought he should stay until tomorrow morning, he protested. I expected this. Then he went off on me. Told me that I only work with old people and that young people react differently and bounce back faster. While some of that is true, he does not see me as he does the hospital nurses. His mom can't be that smart. "You're not a brain nurse mom. You work with old people." I reminded him that sometimes old people fall and hit their heads and that I do the same things I was doing with him to them. That wasn't good enough. Just because I work in a nursing home, I'm not good enough to monitor him and I worry too much. It hurt me deeply, to think that my own son looked down on me because I work in a nursing home and have done so for 25 years. Yes it is a different type of nursing than hospital nursing, but the knowledge is the same. I have to know what I am doing in order to take care of them. I have to have the same training. I have to take the same tests. I have to pass the same boards.  I spoke with my husband about this privately. He told me that our son was just being hard headed and has to be right all the time. Don was at work when this happened and did not hear the tone and the comments. Why should I have to defend myself and my title, position and experience to my own child? Maybe Don is right and I am over reacting. But the feelings of hurt aren't going away. Don took him back to the college tonight. I didn't go with them. My son's last words to me were "Mom, you worry too much." Maybe I do. His hematoma has gone down; his vitals are better and he isn't as confused but earlier today was a different story. I just have to get this off of my chest and let God handle this. I still love my son. I forgive him for hurting me. I can't let it bring my self-esteem down. I see my nursing as a ministry to make the elderly comfortable and happy in the few years they have left. I care for them and about them. I work hard to make sure they get the right medications, that any illnesses are dealt with appropriately and that they get better as soon as possible. I treat my residents with kindness and compassion. Thanks for listening and letting me get this off my chest.
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Monday 4/11/11 3 week surgiversary

Apr 11, 2011

Well, I have done pretty good today with the exception of feeling so tired. I walked for 40 minutes today, 20 to Don's work and 20 home. That is approxiamtely 2 miles. I did all my toning exercises today as well. Hope the scale is good to me tonight. LOL Then I am going to try to wait until next Monday to weigh and see what happens then. Made some new friends today!! That's pretty cool as well! Found myself from before on here and copied my blogs from back then and added them to my story. Man, is that thing long now!!!! Having grilled salmon for supper, only 3 ounces. Nothing else. That is all my tummy can handle at the moment.  Trying to keep with the program and not micro-manage.  That is real tough for me as I am contiually doing it unconsciously or is that subconsciously. Anyway all I want to do today is sleep. Not good. Making myself stay awake until Don gets home at 10 pm. Not going to be easy but will give it my best shot!!!!!
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Sunday 4/10/11 - My mom's 76th birthday!!

Apr 10, 2011

 I am dancing today!!!!!!!!!! My weight today is 256.2 and I have lost some inches as well. Not in my hips yet, but I am getting there. Walking and exercise are helping tons!!! You really do have to do all three...the surgery, the diet and the exercise. If you don't do all three like they teach you, then you don't have the right equation for the problem.  Just having a happy day today!!!! Tomorrow starts day 1 of week four post-op!!!!
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4/8/11

Apr 08, 2011

Saw Dr. Bettendorf today. My weight was 261.4 on their scale. I am still going by mine. He was very proud of me. He was glad I was following the rules and exercising and toning. We discontinued my Prilosec and all the pain killers. He will do labs when he sees me again on May 4th. I also saw my dietician today. She told me to quit micro-managing my food. As long as I was making lean meat choices and good vegetable choices I was not to hound myself to death over it. Especially as I was not eating a bunch of sweets. I am now on soft foods for the next 3 months. Then I can do real solids.  I am going to try to keep up with drinking more water though. I tend to get very dry if I don't drink enough. I tend to be anal about structure for myself. I have micro-managed everything in my life as far as I can tell. So today was a pretty good day for me and I am very encouraged. Night ya'll!
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4/7/11

Apr 07, 2011

Tomorrow I go to see Dr. Bettendorf for my 2 week check. Today is Thursday, my check is Friday and 3 weeks will be Monday. I think I am doing better. I have more energy. I am walking 30-45 minutes per day. I am doing all my stretching and abdominal toning exercises. I am taking my calcium chews and my B12 sublinguals as prescribed. Plus I have been able to do some cooking and some dishes and changing sheets on the bed. I haven't done any major cleaning yet except for that Saturday when Donny and I cleaned the closets.  LOL So anyways, we will see what he says tomorrow. It sure would be nice to have a support group up here in the Cook area. Maybe I can get Channy to help me start one!!! I haven't lost any hair yet, at least not anymore than normal for someone with thin long hair.

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4/2/11

Apr 02, 2011

Today was a busy day for a Saturday!!! Don and I did a lot of housekeeping to day. Cleaned out closets, did laundry, went grocery shopping, took garbage to the dump, walked the dogs. A lot of EXERCISE to day. I think I used up all the calories I put in today. Started adding a jar of Gerber's meat & gravy today. This seems to make me feel full without overdoing. Admittedly the taste needs some doctoring, so I use pepper, small amount of salt, cumin, chili powder, garlic powder, onion powder or any of all those wonderful things that add flavor. Don and I picked up some frozen vegetables that I can cook and puree without all that sodium in them. MY WORD!!! Everything I looked at had twice the sodium in them than I would use while making it myself. We got some crab meat to puree with some plain yogurt and add a little paprika. I am hoping this will taste ok. May have to add some other spices. Am doing the same with other meats. Cook a larger item, like a roast, slice it up, and let Don choose what he wants for a meal. Make a couple meals to put in the freezer and then puree the rest with its broth for me. Cheaper than baby food!!! Tastes better too!! I really have learned to cook with herbs and spices so that I need very little to no salt.  Now to just do it. Boiling potatoes right now to take a scalloped potatoes with ham, bacon and cheese dish to church tomorrow. I won't get any unless I puree some up later. My first 2 weeks is almost up. Forging ahead!!!!

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4/1/11 - April Fool's Day

Apr 01, 2011

Well, this day was better but not.   I didn't get to walk as much today as I have the last few days.  I put 45 minutes down because that is about all I have walked all day around the house.   Spent most of the day doing homework for RN school.   Awful tired tonight.  Monday will offically be 2 weeks surgiversary.   I get to celebrate by starting pureed and soft foods!!!!  LOL!!   Decided to only weigh myself on Mondays.  This way I don't disappoint myself with ounce up and downs. No need to stress myself out.  Night ya'll!!
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Yesterday 3/30/11, then today 3/31/11

Mar 31, 2011

Not a bad but not a good day. First off, I had to get up early to get Don to Eveleth to pick up the truck. Then Mike and I headed down to my appoint with Dr. Ritts to get my stitches removed from my left knee. I had left knee arthroscopy done on 3/17 and this was my follow up appointment.  Also I had to make soup for church and boy did I ruin that one. I also sampled way too much of it trying to get it right and made myself sick. YUK. So I quick made a hamburger soup took that to the Lenten Service.  They loved it. I only had a bowlful left when I took it home. Then I weighed myself and had gained 2 pounds. I can guarantee all of it was that soup I kept tasting to see if I could get it right. Plus I had a cup of broth at church besides three shakes instead of two and I know I just over did it all. I hate days like that!! On top of that I walked a mile at the mall and got blisters on my feet.

But TODAY was much better. I didn't walk as much but I did follow my diet properly. I had v-8 for breakfast, protein shake for lunch, protein shake for dinner and milk for a snack. I walked 30 minutes and tonight I only weigh 262!  
So back on track. At least I don't get as depressed as I used to any more about screwing up. Fresh day, fresh start. No beating myself up.

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