I HAD MY APPT TODAY WITH DR SUDAN IM NOT TRYING TO COUNT MY EGGS BEFORE THEY HATCH BUT I WANT TO KEEP MY HEAD UP AND THINK POSITIVE THAT EVERYTHING IS GOING TO GO OKAY WITH A LITTLE WORK.. PLEASE KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS IF ANYONE EVER READS THIS I DONT THINK ANY ONE DOES BUT ITS GOOD THERAPY FOR ME TO SEE WANT IM FELLING THRU IS LONG PROCESS I HAVE READ SO MUCH ABOUT ALOT OF PEOPLE ON THIS SITE AND I FEEL THEIR JOY HOPING FOR THE DAY THAT I CAN BE LOSER IN A GOOD WAY SMILE WILL IF ANYONES READ THIS KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS PLEASE BECAUSE NEXT WEEK CHARITY WILL BE SENDING MY INSURANCE IN TO BLUE CROSS BLUE SHIELD THEY SAY IT TAKES ABOUT 2 WEEKS SO I WILL HERE BACK AT OR AROUND CHRISTMAS THAT IS OF COURSE AT THE TOP OF THE LIST OF MY CHRISTMAS LIST WELL ITS 12-3-02 AND I FELT EVERYTHING WENT WELL I WAS EXCITEDS TODAY LEAVING THE DOCTORS OFFICE
I CANT WAIT FOR THE ANSWER THERE SHOULD NOT BE A REASON WHY THEY TURN ANY OF US DOWN MY WEIGHT HAS WENT UP IN THE LAS TWO YEARS SINCE I SEEN DR SUDAN 271 TO 330 47 BMI TO 54 BMI DO THEY KNOW THIS IS LIFE THREATING I AHVE MORE OF CHANCE AT HAVING A HEART ATTACK NOW THEN EVER ITSEEMS LIKE THEY WOULD WANT TO HELP IF I WAS ON DRUGS THEY WOULD HELP WELL IN SO MANY WORDS I AM ON DRUGS "FOOD" THAT IS MY DRUG OF CHOICE AND I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE THE CHANCE TO GET IT UNDER CONTROL...........WELL I GUESS I GO NOWSEE YOU LATER WITH ANSWER
