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OK , I had my surgery on June 24Th  came home June 26Th   went back in on Jul 1st because of an abscess and stayed till the 7Th  returned yet again on the 17Th for Kidney stones and came home on the 19Th.  I'm done with hospitals.   PLEASE.  The last 4 weeks have been rough I'm not gonna lie but I am feeling better each day.  I'm scared everyday that I'm not getting enough food and water but I am trying to get them all in.   i still have a stent in from the Kidney stones that I have not yet passed and I am at least 2 weeks behind on my recovery so I'm not gonna be so hard on myself. 

well I ate finely chopped chicken salad with cucumbers and fat free mayo today.  I feel fine, my stomach isn't upset and I even had a very small piece of watermelon.  yum   I drink fruit H2O now instead of crystal lite cause I cant stand the taste of it all the time and I am going to make my own protein snacks instead of drinking those already made protein drinks.  I'm trying to take all my vitamins and supplements   and of course drink lots of water....   thank god for sugar free Popsicles...

Im Two weeks out and feeling much better.  The surgery went well but when I got home I was running a fever and couldnt shake it. I went back in the hospital and they found an abscess and now I came home 2 days ago with a drain.  very uncomfortable.  I am much better now that I have no fever, the only thing is the drain and the taste of the anti biotics.   I want to cry when I take them.   But I can do this.  Ive lost thirty pounds since June 24th.    its crazy.

In 11 days I will have my surgery, I hope  I got down to 2 cigarettes a day and had my last one yesterday.  I have to have a urine test done Monday the 6Th and then Friday the 10Th is my date.  I hope I pass the urine test.  It was really hard to quit  and the caffeine and soda equally as hard.  but i don't worry about quiting those as much as I did the cigarettes.  I really want this for my self so I had to prove it by quiting cigarettes.  

Ive done it.  no cigarette. no carbonated drinks,  no caffeine.  I will not miss what will stop me from reaching my goal.

All my pre testing is complete.  I am going to the doctors on May 2and to find out when my sugery is.  Im excited, really want to do this now.

Still need to quit the cigarettes and occasional wine.....