nydream
Well i use to be very physically fit.I use to walk all the time, ride my bike and play basketball.When i was in high school and i stopped playing basketball, its like that is when i started to gain ALL of the weight.Here is 11 years since i have been out of high school and the weight never stopped.It was weird because my brother and sister both have always been skinny.My mother was over weight and then she lost all the weight.My grandfather was over weight, he lost his weight when he fell ill.Other then that i am the biggest person in my family.My Primary dr. had me on a 1500 Calorie diet for about 9 months and i lost about 40+lbs and then my insurance approved me for the Gastric Bypass surgery.I just had the surgery last week on the 13Th and i won't lie it has been a struggle for me everyday,I am use to eating what ever i want and how ever much i want and now i can't do that.Sometimes i get real depressed because i feel like the surgery was a mistake.I know that it won't be in the long run, but i must admit that right now it surely feels like it.I feel like i have spent more time throwing up then eating.Then when i drink my stomach makes this weird noise.I guess that i am just going to have to get use to this.I just can't wait to be able to eat solid foods again.I don't know if i have lost any weight yet, because i am scared to get on a scale.I don't feel like i have lost any weight but, i go to see my surgeon at the end of next month and i guess that the thruth will be told then.
