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Hi My name is Jamie. I live in Weldon, IL. I am 37 years old and have been happily married for 12 years now. I have been with my high school sweetheart for almost 22 years now. We have a beautiful 18 year old daughter. I have always been the bigger of my siblings. Not saying I was fat back in the day just bigger. Ever since I got pregnant and had my child I couldnt get the babyfat off, and My weight has gotten heavier as the years past. I am so desperate to get healthier and happier now that my child is almost out of the nest. I want to be around for my grand children when the time comes. I have a very active social life. I love going out with the girls and cuttin loose but my knees and extra weight get in the way of me doing the things my skinny friends do. Like dance all night long. Or go to the beach and just hang. I put on a real good front when it comes to my weight and my friends. I let them believe my weight doesnt bother me but deep down its killing me. I have started having panic attacks at night right before i fall asleep. Most consist of me not waking up cause my heart gives out. I recently had a best friend pass away at the age of 35 due to "CHF" Congestive Heart Failure. Talk about really throwing my panic attacks in to over drive. So this is my News Years Resolution for 2010. To get healthy for me first and formost. Im also doing this for my family. Cause i want to be around for a long time.
