SarahMae
I have been fighting my weight all my life. And now it is so far out of controi I am loosing it. I feel like I am dieing.
I am currently a mom of a wondering handsome boy and a wife of the most fantastic man ever. My life just keeps getting worse because my weight is out of control. I want to be able to play with my son, take walks with my husband on the beach and all the things that a mom should be able to do with her family.
I am tired of being so damn fat. Recenlty because of my weight my knees and ankles are starting ot give out on me. All of this because I am fat. I am so scared that I am going to die because of this. I have tried everything to loose weight. Everything from pills, counting calories and hell lets just say it all and I just keep gaining in fact whenI loose weight I gain back twice as much as I loose. And don't even have to eat to gain it.
So I am at my wits end and quit frankly hate my life and it is not fair to my self, son or my husband. My whole life is suffering from my weight. And the most important part of my life my son is suffering the most.
My husband everyday tells me he loves me very much but is really worried about my health. My mother in law and sister in law tell me all the time that they are worrieda bout me and scared for me. My mom, sisters and dad tell me that they are scared for me and that i need to have wls before it is too late and my weight kills me. see my weight is that bad that sometimes I can not get out of bed or even walk.
