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Hi Everyone. Well I havent updated in so long. My B-day passed on 12/7, it was ok. I still kinda felt like crap. Well so far I got sick this past Thursday. Lately I havent been able to keep down my protein shake. I dont know what happened. I have to eat a protein bar. The best one is Power Crunch. Its a wafer bar. It pretty much melts in your mouth, so you dont have to chew forever. All I know is that my clothes are big on me.  I havent tried anything new on.  I cannot wait to exercise. I feel like my arms are already starting to flab. People at my job are like why am I on a diet. I tell them that I'm fat and thats just a stupid question to ask. I just have to say that I love chicken.

Sorry it has been so long since an update, Its hard for me to sit at the computer. I havent had a lot of pain. I got really sick on Thanksgiving. Lots of pain that day. Food is boring me, same stuff everyday. Its weird I miss eating but I'm so happy I can't eat so damn much anymore. I miss food, and stuffing my face, when I smell good food I get a little jealous of who is eating. But I dont regret anything so far. I'm happy right now. I might go back to work on Monday. I have a desk job nothing to bad, its just getting comfortable. I cant seem to on the computer and my birthday is on Thursday Dec 7. Yeah for me. I'm going to be 22 yrs old. I love my surgeon she is the best, so sweet. Ne ways update some more later.

I have been home since Wed night and so far so good. It hurts a little, not as much as I would have thought. I have even went shopping. The surgery went fine, it took longer than normal, the doctor says I have a short torso. Isnt that funny, I know Im short, I just didnt think I was that short.  Oh well home is a little boring. Its weird not feeling hungry. You know what else is weird, eating puree things, very weird.

THANKS TO EVERYONE FOR THEIR SUPPORTIVE COMMENTS, I REALLY APPRECIATE IT. I NEED IT. :)REALLY GUYS THANK YOU!

I really feel I'm going crazy. I'm nervous, excited everything. I am definitly going through it. My surgery is @830 and I have to be there @ 6. That means I have to wake up @ 4, leave @ 5 to take the train downtown. Right now I just don't know what to do with myself, like the song. I cant wait to be a loser.

I have 5 more days left and it's going by so fast. I'm scared and excited all at the same time. I keep thinking that they are going to push it back again. I'm going to be staying at my mothers house. My bf is going to be staying there too. I'm scared that I'm going to miss food too much. Is that crazy? I just hope everything turns out all right.  I have to buy this laxative type thing and drink it on sunday then clear liquids all day. I took my measurements I will try to post them b4 my surgery. Try to.  Friday is my last day of work. I also have to call the hospital to find out what time my surgery is scheduled for. I hope early in the morning. I will update more on Friday.

Just updating my new profile. It's not bad, it's a lot easier than the other site.  This is just the beginning, I would like it to look better. I have to find better pics. I would also like to post pics of myself.  One thing @ a time. Today is Halloween, my FAVE holiday. I love it, the dressing up and everything.  I'm just going to chill with my boyfriend.  I have a witch hat to wear. Have fun.
HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!

I just got off the phone with my surgeons office, they pushed my date back one week so now its going to be on 11/13/06.
Lucky number 13, isnt that crazy, it doesnt bother me. I just wish I could have kept the date I had. It was just a little bit closer. Now I have to see if my tests are ok, I got them done on the 9th and 10th. They said no more than 30 days. I did it before when my date was still 11/7. Oh well it just gives me more time because I still have not filled out the short term disability papers that need to be filled out, I want to kill the HR lady.

Well it has been forever since I've updated. Yesterday I just finished all of my pre-op testing and I'm so glad. Just to get everything out of the way feels good. I have nothing to worry about until the week b4. Besides just making sure my surgeon gets all the paperwork. Its so strange, I have a little less than a month to go, it went by so fast. I'm excited, nervous everything. The closer and closer I get. The only other thing I have to worry about is my job, they just changed insurance so I have to wait for them to get the papers for short term disability in the mail b4 I could fill them out. It sucks because like I'm scared they are not going to get it until its too late. I shouldn't worry though.

Well I told my dad finally. He just said that he is going to be scared for me. I also told my close friend. So far everyone is being really supportive. Guess what? I still haven't called my PCP. I know I'm being stupid, but I will this week. Just to get it over and done with. Everything else is good.

I'm so bored, at work. All I keep doing is looking at peoples profiles. Congratulations to all. I can't wait, soon I will be a loser, 3 Months from now. My surgery is exactly 1mth from my Bday. Its all I can think about. I still have tests that I have to get done b4 the surgery. An endoscopy, and some other stuff. The endoscopy can be done any time, but the others have to be done 30 day b4. I'm nervous because I havent spoken to PCP about it. I don't know what he's going to say. The last time I saw him was because of my back pain, he told me to take some asprin and everything would be ok, that I just need to lose weight. Easy for him to say. That was awhile ago. Thats why I dont want to see him bc he never understood, but if I want these tests done I know I have to. Well I told my grandma and other aunt. My grandma said I dont need it, but she supports me. I still have to tell my dad and my bro. I'm scared, I love them.