Hello everyone! I thought it was time for an update--I can hardly believe that my surgery was over three years ago! I look at pictures of my self before surgery and realize that that person no longer exists--as we all know, we go through so many changes after this surgery--the physical changes are the least of them--the emotional changes are enormous. I would have the surgery again in a heartbeat. Make no mistake, I don't think I would be here today if I hadn't made the decision three years ago. The tough part for me has been facing the sagging thighs, and flapping arms and tummy skin, and having my insurance company tell me that losing 150 pounds is not enough to warrant plastic surgery. That was a terrible blow--when they denied me, it was as if someone had let all of the air out of my helium balloon--I allowed the plastic surgeon to take pictures of my post-surgery body in all its glory-- he assured me that these pics would be all the insurers would need to realize that these surgeries were medically necesary--it was very hard to stand and have pictures taken, but I knew it was the next step in the journey--the denial came as quite a blow--knowing that I can never afford the surgeries I need to ever wear a skirt or dress with confidence--very hard psychologically--I went from a size 26 to a 6/8 but still hide parts of my body--that just shouldn't be happening. I dream about walking into a room with a dress that is above the knee--I even sent in a tape and tried to get onto Extreme Makeover when it was popular--no reply--
So, if anyone knows how I can get these procedures done, let me know--I am ready, willing, and able--just without the financial means to fulfill my dreams--love you all--it is so nice to have a place to come and share my feelings with others who understand--thank you so much for listening. God bless.