shawann
I don't know where to start.I have not always been over weight and I did not gain weight until after I had my son. Actually after my son I was only 144lbs and happy.Well somewhere between moving a million times, the terrible two's and a career I gained 146lbs. You heard correct 146lbs from post baby weight until now. I have read every one's profile and I can relate to every one here.I feel trapped in this fat suit!. I feel like I am ignored by people because of my weight. I often reminisce about times were I could not have walk down the street with out smile from the opposite sex and now they don't even make eye contact with me. We all know this is not right but it is reality of our society. Fast forward to today I have been approved for surgery and I have 21 days until my date .I am nervous, overwhelmed and excited.I have missed out on so many things in my life because of my weight.I have worried about how people in my past will look at me and judge me. I have to decided to take my life back on March 2,2009. I have been lurking this site for almost 2years hoping one day I would be on the loser side with others and be called a newbie. Reality set in today I am on my way so I have the almighty on my team and now I am looking for a couple of angels any one interested please help until next time peace and blessings................
