This is the start to my new life and way of thinking ..........

Jun 15, 2009

hi my name is amber and i am going to have my sergery soon i hope i want to have it asap but i know that ther are things that i have to do frist i will start with my story and why i want to have this done i am 6"1 and i weigh about 400 pounds and i in my head have always told my self that i am not that big but then i went to a way less clinic and found out how much that i realy weigh and i was in shock i could not belive it but i know that in my head i was just deniying it i knew all along when i went up a size or 3 in clothes and when i had thing going on with my bodie that i had never had before you know like my leggs hurt so bad all the time and my feet as well i also figured out that i cant even walk up 4 stairs with out huffing and puffing you know that is tragic pluse i have a little girl that is 13 and she is already big and i dont want her to grow up and have the same problems that i am haveing you know i want her to grow up and have a healthy life as a person that dose not have to have people stare and say damn she is a big girl or even some thing worse so this is my reason that i want to do this i have tryed other stuff and yes it works for a little while but then it just stops working my wish is to have this sergery and follow all the rules become skinny and be all that i need to become healthy and be strong and live a long life for my child and for my self ................
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