sixtwo
I'm 29,from Brooklyn waiting for the day that will change my life..by that i mean I'm definitely taking control of my life but i have to be patient for the insurance to approve my surgery..there's so much i want to do,my mind goes a mile a minute but my body can't keep up..I have a beautifully family I feel I'm not giving them my all..I love God,my family .I like to read,cook,learning,what i would like to do when I lose weight,shop,basketball,boxing,mountain climbing,travel.live.
nov 4,i got approved!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah,Im going thru so may emotions ,sagging crossed my mind, my surgery is on the 20th..Thanksgiving is going to be awfull and powerfull at the sametime ,awfull because food is my life Im a chef and im pulled to everyones plate to taste and make comments,powerfull because this is my secret I havent told most of my family only my husband,its our little secret..and when I say "no thanks Im full" Imma feel super goood..I hope I dont offend anyone..next summer I wont hide behind my dresses ,I will buy tons of basketball shorts and tanktops I want to get into sports with all my heart..On my fifty . Imma make a special nite for my husband ,I bought these red high heels and a little black dress and we will go to the theater Ive been so embarrased of all my weight gain that I withdrew from society..LIfe here I come!
Ive been bidging I have to get out of the house,This thing is itchy ..I want to lose it but the food is so good.I dont want to gain the little bit that i lost.12lbs..I felt so good.Im just going to start walking more staying busy.
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