skjohn98

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tomorrow starts the liquid diet, all the thoughts that are going thru my head scare the  c--p out of me, i know some many people have been down this bumpy and dark road before me and are much better off for it.

feb 25th cant get here soon enough and i just hope i have the courage and heart to get thru it.

i found out tonight that my best friend had a stroke, he is just 8 years older then i am and i want to live longer then that

my heart tells me i can do this surgery is on 2/25  my head tells me to run at times. I have the most wonderful person in my life Lynette. I know she is even more scared of the surgery then I am. I want to be in her life for a long time and see the surgery as a means to get there. i just hope i make the right desicion

I attended the diabetic learning class that Dr Shamsi ask me to attend, it was a learning experience I also stopped and asked to weigh in and I am down about 9 lbs to 261.4

I guess i am doing even better than i thought i would.

Tuesday April 2nd was my meeting with Dr Shamsi, it was a great meeting he was very easy to talk to. I weighed in at 270.4 and was told for the first time ever that I was 6 foot tall, I will always be known as a 5'11" guy.

My bmi was about 37.5 and I was about 5lbs lower then I had been last weighed in. I am very close to not being able to qualify for surgery.

The doctor needed to get some information on me and asked a lot of questions, he gave me orders for a blood draw to get my AC1 so that will be Saturday the 6th

I have also scheduled my test with the psyclogist for Wednesday April 17th

I just want  this to go smooth and get done ASAP