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 WOW  it's been months since I've been on... Well I can believe its almost September  This year has gone bye too fast.. We have had a very busy couple of months .  We had a water leak in the house that caused mold damage that we had to have a mold Co. come out to clean and remove damaged walls and all the carpet... it's going on 3 months and I hope we will have everything back to normal.. a new remodeled home  

Today  Sunday March 2nd , I went to my Medical Doctor  for results on my hip CT Scan  and everything came back normal..Thank God for that.. When I got  on the scale I was a bit nervous but I weight in at 147lbs ..I need to get myself focused and drop the last 7 pounds, I am going to the gym to tighten up in certain areas..As far my personal life things should be better but when I think things are getting better, someone has to F.....k things up and do stupid ass s...t that sets me back again!.... I really dont know how to handle this situation.....This makes it so hard cause I go wondering in the fridge and then I'm sick, I am catching myself and going for the more healthy foods ..Im going to see my GB doctor next month so I hope to drop my last 7lbs ..I dont like to set goals because I hate that WORD..and fail when I have that GOAL word looking me in the Face...I just focus on one pound at a time..I know its stupid but this works for me...

it is time for many changes ... My life has changed so much this summer My Kids are all grown up and I find myself alone more and more and this is were I need to find myself and I'm having a hard time with this..My daughter started college and my boys are either at work or off with thier signifigent other.. My Husband is always working and when he is home he is tired or watching TV.. Well my weight loss has slowed I'm not exercising like I should be and I'm so close to my weight goal 6-7 pounds away from Goal! :( I need to kick myself in the ASS to get moving and stop feeling sorry for myself..I know I should be happy with all the amazing changed in my life and how my Kids have Grown up to be well rounded and DRUG Free Adults No Losers in This House...

OMG! I'm a size 6 now and bought my first bikini ... My weight has slowed down I'm down only 8 pounds since I see my doctor three months ago...I walking about 2miles a day..and increasing the distance every other day .. I'm hoping that I hit my target goal of 140 by the time I see my Doctor in October!!! 14 pounds to go

Today Sunday May6th 2007
I'm down to 160 pds and 20 pds to go , I'm still amazed that I'm so close to my Goal of 140.. My size 8 jeans are now getting loose .        IT'S ALL ABOUT ME  and lately its been real hard because so much is going on and I feel so unorginized and lost like Im going in circles and not getting anywhere,  this week a good freind passed away and it was such a shock to everyone she was only in her Mid 40's and in Feb 2007 her husband passed , so now there are two beautiful young ladies with no parents 19 and 17..what a sad sad  situation...

I went to the Dr. for My 6 month check up amd everything went very well . My lab results came out great and my weight is down -72#'s and 23#'s to to..how exciting ..My weight is 163 and my goal is 140 so I need to work at getting to my goal and I need to get my self back to the gym or walking with my Dog (he loves getting out) ..Its up to me to push myself I have always hated working out so It's easy getting back into my old ways...

OMG  I cant believe how life has changed , I'm doing and going places that I never thought I would .. I'm so close to my weight goal , I've never thought I would go to a tanning salon and I love it , its so relaxing and the warmth all over feels so good, (since I'm always cold)..
Im now wearing a size 8 jeans and a large top and thats because I'm a 36D on top these babies need there space..LOL

Today April 5th,2007 I'm 25 pounds from goal...I'm a size 8-10 jeans and a Medium-Large top and thats because of my boobs..Im still on my venture of looking for a Baithing suit.its not easy finding one...I went out shopping with my daughter and for this weekend a birthday party and  easter sunday... I need to get my A$$ back to the Gym and tighten this body up..but I hate to say it  I've gotton lazy and dont want to go..I love going to the tanning booth, its so relaxing and warm ...

Today Feb.13th 2007 I'm 36 pounds from goal..My size 12 jeans are too big I can pull them down without unbuckling them, I just look at the jeans and say to myself I just bought them 1 month ago, They will be passed down to my sister in laws who also had the surgery so I dont feel guilty when I buy them knowing that I will be using them for a short time , Now I've been looking at bathing suits Im so excited ..Almost Time to Hit the River    (It's all about Me!)o

WOW!!!
today Jan. 25th, 2007  I'm now considered Overweight  My BMI is 29
I have 40 lbs to hit my goal weight..I can do It...(Its All About Me!)