Michael, I hope you have made peace with your decision and have a positive attitude. Many people out here praying for you and squeezing your hand! Remember we're here for if you need to talk or vent. Hope you have a smooth surgery and a fast recovery so you can get on with a new chapter in your life and really LIVE! You've got gutts and I, for one, am very proud of you. Big Hug, Carol Percel