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A 200 pound weight lose has brought me new challenges and oppourtunities.  It's been over 3 years since I had RNY and I've fallen off the excerise wagon the last 3 months and have gained a few pounds.  Am I falling back into that relationship cycle.. with my friends and love relationships? Are disappointments, discouragement, mistakes, and regrets in my life effecting my eating habits again?  I thought I had worked through these things but obviously it's something I will have to work on for life.  3 years ago I was married, not happy, but married.  I'm in a new city, a new relationship, and I'm stumbling health wise.  Trying to find a group support but haven't had any luck so far.  That would help!  Just writing my thoughts for today.

I haven't posted ever and I've been a member since 2003 and it's 2007 and I'm finally scheduled for surgery 5/2/07.  It's been a long road to get here and I know I have alot more in front of me.  I have about a month to go and I will try to exerise every day until then and drink water and drink water.  I'm nervous of course thinking about what if's, what if's...