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Yep...anniversary coming and the struggly is still here. I never met my personal goal i did meet the surgeon projected weight and even now i am up 20 pound from that. I'll be 40 next month and last year this time i wanted to have atleast gotten back down to my lowest of 205. I still have my orginal goal. I am still struggling with fatigue I finally went to an orthopaedic doctor for my back after several fail physical therapy to find out there was actually something wrong SMH. My back doesnt keep me from exercising as much as my being tire does. This year I was in Dallas for the game and was unable to zip my jeans up yes my favorite pair. I was going to go on the green smoothie again anyway when i returned so i did and so far I am down 9.5 pounds and that just doing them as a meal replacement and not the cleanse. I just really want to exercise i know this will help. For now i will focus on my eating and get back on track.

I suppose i am no deifferent from anyone else that have or is struggling with obesity. Its a daily trail. If only we can get it off as fast as we can get it on. i am currently setting new goals for myself. My lowest was 205 which was not my goal (i never met my goal). My surgery was January 2007 HW 320 SW 312 and now i continue to be between 230-240. i always been afraid of getting back to over 300 pounds but i aslo desire to get under 200 pounds. So i have more motivation and i am in hopes that it continues. As of today i weight 232.4. I am renewing my wedding vow on June 13,2015 of 18 years. I want to have as many options as possible as to the style of my dress and to look my best in it. I dont want to be limited to plus size dresses. So i am aiming to lose the 60 pounds all together in 21 weeks (June 08,2015). My mini goal is to lose 25 pounds in 18 weeks (January 11,2015). then hopefully the reminder 35 in time for the ceremony. I would really like my energy back to be able to excercise on a regular basis. So here's to my goals and staying on track. 

I have been able to maintain drinking aleast 64 oz of water a day. I had an appointment with my doctor and she gave me a challenge to meet by the next time i see her in 3 months. This too works as an motivater. I havent still been able to exercise like i use to but i am still taking the stairs and notice some improvement i dont get out of breath as quick. The burning in my legs still happens LOL atleast it goes away quickly. I am going to force myself to increase my activity i like walking so i do that but not as brisk as i would like to. I want to do the 30 day shred again because i know it works. For now i am got to try the U-Shape my husband brought me for the Wii.  

Yes I have a lot to work on. I've been taking baby steps to getting back on track. I have increased my water I'm challenging myself to do atleast 64 oz. I have started back taking the stairs at work. The warm weather makes me want to be outside so I'm motivated to walk during my lunch break. I been challenge to do the 30 day shred again whoa now that's a challenge. I want to do it and hope I can get started soon. I know what it takes and I'm not sure if I can handle it. I really desire thus do I will continue to set goals and challenges for myself.

Im sadden that i had to register i would have like to see the accomplishments of everyone. However I am trying to get back on track. On surgery was Januray 2007. SW 312 CW 236.5 LW 205. I have been up and down with the same 30 pound. I thought having platues was the worst,not being having to get it off and keep it off is the worst for me. I know it can be donw i've seen others do it. I know that each and everone of us is different but this journey is the same. I am now going to be accountable to myself. I have set an goal that i think is unrealistic in order to reach an realistic goal. As of May 1,2014 i am aiming for 2 pound a week for a year (104 pounds) Ofcoars for my height that is about how much i need to lose. But what i want to lose is half of that,and maybe 20-30 more. I struggle with water and for the last three days i have been making a great great effect and my trips to the bathroom is proof.So hears to a healthier lighter me.