I just wanted to thank all of you for your kind and encouraging words. Wow, I can't believe that in less then two days I am going to be in surgery. I can honestly say that I have never felt so sure and so UNSURE about the same thing in my life. I am so scared, not of the surgery, that is gonna be a peice of cake (pardon the pun) to me, its the not knowing what life is gonna be like after the fact that has my tummy in knots. This is something I asked for, no begged for for so long and now that the time is hear, I feel like running and hiding. My husband said it well when he said be careful for what you ask for - you just may get it. Words to live by.
I am 100% sure, so I will be doing it and will become a loser, something I never thought I'd be happy about ;)
Anyway, I will see you all on the other side and my advice for the people that are just researching it, is go for it, do it for you and your health, becaue we are all beautiful and deserve to live a happy healthy life. God Bless all of us.
Tara