terror
12/15/07
Here I am ready to begin my journey. I have been obease most of my life. My mom once told me that I was so tiny she could not find anything to fit me and then I was so big she could not find anything to fit me. My earliest recolection of dieting was when I was about 12. My mom and dad took me to a weight loss Dr. that gave shots and pills. I don't remember much about it except the way the office looked and the shots.
Needless to say I suffered thru Elementry and High School with the teasing. Some boys once put my name on a beauty contest form and passed it around so everyone could get a good laugh. WELLL, you should see some of them now..I could LMBO.
My brother in law told me one time that I would never find a husband if I did not lose weight. I took that to heart and became bulimic. I did lose weight and got married to a WONDERFUL man. I gained after both of my children and never lost any of it. I continued to gain. At my highest weight now 260. I thank the Lord for my husband and wonderful children. My hubby still loves me. I am glad he loved the inside and not just the outside. But, I think it is time I give him back the body he married. My son wants me to bunje jump with him. And, my daughter wants me to ride rides with her at the amusement park. I CAN NOT WAIT.
I just want my health better so I can live a long, long time. Lord willing.
