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just woke up and got on the scale and it said 292.2. I had to get off and step back on. I am officially under 300 lbs. Yeahhhhh me. So so far I've lost 65 lbs since my rebirth on April 29th. I feel blessed.

hey OB Fam, I know it been awhile. I am10 weeks out and down to 303.4 which 5 minutes ago it said 302.8 so whatever. I am battling getting in my protein and vitamins. I forget the vitamins sometimes and the protein shakes I just hate. The only one that I can tolerate now is Muscle Milk- Banana Cream. yummmm.... I am eating better i guess. Yes I cheat sometimes a bite of candy bar, sliver of grandma's orange pineapple cakes delish.......  i couldn't resist... I know but I did. I still don't see much difference though others can. Oh I had a Rita's kid size icey the other day. I found out I don't dump. This is  good and bad thing as one would see it. I don't exercise as I should, can't afford the gym right now. My clothes are not fitting right anymore. I love my tight jeans and there not anymore I think I look ridiculous trying to pull them up all the time. Can't afford new clothes  right now especially not to wear them for long. My jewelry is getting too damn lose, I guess i need to handle that. I can do some of my old tricks in the bedroom again lol , my fiance is smiling. well let me go.. smooches to all...........

Well today was my six week check up and I'm doing well. I lost another 18lbs!!!!!! I don't see it though but others are noticing. My face is slimming though Damn i hope I'm not gonna be Beatlejuice, Beatlejuice,Beatlejuice lol. I am trying  to get all my protein in but this suck I hate them all.

I'm down 3 more pounds since last week and feeling really good except for this damn constipation lol. It's been two weeks since my surgery and I am starting on my soft diet  in which I'm looking forward to. I'm taking one day at a time. Treadmill here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!

well i went to see Dr. JB this morning and i lost a total of 19lbs since preop so now I'm on the journey for real. he said that it was mostly water weight and i should only lose a few pounds next week maybe only 2-3 but oh well its something better than being and staying a fatty cakes lol. yippy I'm on pureed foods. well ill update next week.

well today's the big day i am scared out of my mind i didn't get that much sleep last night cause i was soo nervous and upset. me and my fiance leaving in a few minutes i have to be at the hospital at 8 am i got a call last night that they were pushing my surgery up instead of 11:30am. of coarse we were late only 10 minutes. i checked in and headed for same day surgery me and my boobie. we was both scared so im changed into my big smurf gown and its time for weigh in  347 damn liquids do justice thats 10lbs already in two days well getting preped chow

i am scared out of my mind the day is almost here the count down has begun and i am freakin' i know i should be starting to set myself up for healthy eating but i have been pigging out lately and didn't help that i just lost my best friend the other day to diabetes and we didn't even know he had it iam a wreck to add insult to injury he pasted on  my son's birthday at the same hospital that i am set to have my surgery at on wednesday i start my liquid diet tomorrow i am asking GOD to give strength to make it through this journey i am sooo burned out emotionally and physically saturday we through our son his first bdaY party it was a blast yesterday last my fiance ran the video back and i looked like a lumpy mess i seen things that i didn't even know was there this doesn't help my depression  pray for me