tigger15022

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Ok. I am back. It has been several years since I have been on this website. I never did get my surgery done. I wasn't able to get the money for my surgery. So, that just made me even more depressed and made me eat more. I hate myself so much. I am suffering from severe depression due to my weight. There are times when I think I would be better off dead than to live like this. Not to mention that I now am having marital problems. I want to have a baby and with my weight I am having difficulties like health issues for one, and my husband isn't attracted to me anymore. He says that's not true but I'm not stupid. I'm not getting any younger either. I just got insurance through my work, I haven't got my booklet yet to find out if weight loss surgery is covered or not. I have Anthem Blue Access PPO from blue cross blue shield in ohio. If anyone knows any information on this please feel free to drop me a line. I am in desperate need of help