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Well as my stuggle continued I was warned that I would be laid off on April 20th.  Yes today so I begged plead and down right threw myself on the floor to have my procedure moved up and yes I had my surgery on APRIL 15TH.  So here i am 5 days post op and 12.5 lbs lighter.  The incision pain is barely noticable but the gas pain is wicked.  You what it is worth it.  I'm trying not to get too excited but I cant wait to see what I'll be able to fit into at the end of the summer.

Well 4 days before my surgery my surgeon called me at 11:45am and told me he didnt feel comfortable doing my surgery because of my asthma.  Let say I've had asthma for the months that he has had me running around getting cleanance from ever doctor he could think of and when he was collecting my copay and when his nutritionist was taking my money for meal replacements but after every doctor has cleared me and I got ins approval and I took a month off from work w/o pay he cancelled my surgery and shattered my dreams.  He them referred me to another dr who he said would be able to do my surgery with the next couple weeks I met the doctor and he then told me I should lose another 50lbs before he can do the surgery.  I lost 30lbs for this doctor and now to lose another 50lbs. What the hell would I need them for if i could lose 80lbs on oure will?

He I am 10 days from my surgery date and we haven't heard from the insurance company yet.  I have taken my leave from work I have my sister flying in for my surgery, I have been living on my liquid diet and in the end it may all be for nothing.  I have been waiting for what seems like forever but now Im scared that my approval may not come intime and I will have to be rescheduled till august or september.

Here I am, 30 days from my scheduled surgery date but I'm so afraid of something delaying my procedure.  I am so exitied that it is all I think about now adays.  I am just tired of being the biggest girl in the room.  I have shed all the negative people in my life and I choose to do this for me.  This is one of the first things that I am doing completely for me and it feels great.  I just hope everyting goes off without a hitch.