valboa35
I am 31 years old. I really cannot remember a day that I have not been overweight. Food has always been the mainstay and focus in my life. If I was happy, lets eat.. if I was sad, lets eat. but I am ready to change my thinking and the process that I live by.
Over the years however unhappy I was on the inside, I was so anti-surgery because I had seen a lot of negative results and I had the Mentality that I could lose it all on my own, well clearly that has not proven successful..
Weight has become a very big issue for me. When I got on an airplane one time and the seatbelt would not fasten, I felt my heart race and humiliation flooded my head, I tucked it in my fat fold and kept my purse on my lap and acted as everything was fine.. and forget about using the tray table. And when I was asked to step off a ride at Magic Mountain because the safety harness would not latch, that was also humiliating.
I have goals to reach and things to do. I want to go white water rafting, and surfing, and on all the ride in every theme park. I want to go hiking and not die on the way up. This is the beginning of the rest of my life! Here we go!!