Hi Mindy. Guess what, my day is 11-12-02. I probably can relate to what you're going through. I am so ready for this surgery, I just can't tell you. I'm a nurse, but I have some nerves, and anxiety the closer the day gets, but guess what. I can't continue going in the direction that food is taking me, and I have tried everything else. I prayed so much, and I know the lord has heard my prayers. Mindy only believe that he will be there for you. That's what I do, and it works. God Bless you.