wendilea

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09/23/09

I had my two month checkup yesterday. It went really well, all my labs came back good. Only thing is I still have the open incision on the left side. DR said it looks okay but if it is still open in two more weeks then I am going to have to go back. I does not hurt or anything just looks ugly.

I have to tell anyone who reads this that life is good. For the first time in ten years i feel good, and i can move and rough house with my boy's now. My oldest son is 16 and my youngest turned 13 today. Over the weekend I rented the UFC fights for them, my youngest wanted to rough house so I did and i won I made him tap-out LOL. Now they will see the strong playful mom, not just the fat mom sitting on the couch watching them play.

Oh yeah I have not weighed this little in over ten years. Guess what I don't hurt like i used to, this is just after 59 lb cant wait to see how much better i feel after 70,80,90,100lb gone.

9/18/09
I don't know if a lot of us have head hunger often but I do, and also I work in an office with two other women who like to munch. They also don't really think I should have had the surgery. So I seem to be having a lot of hard days. I live 900 miles from my family and the only family I have here with me are my two boys. They are both teenagers and don't really understand why I did this. My boyfriend does try  to be there for me but it's also hard for anyone who has not had the surgery to understand how or what you feel. Okay enough feeling sorry for myself, the good news is i'm down 57 pounds in two months. I am starting to feel so much better. I do the walk the pounds away five days a week, if I miss a day I feel like i cheated. One more thing my big incision on the left side opened after about 3 weeks out and has yet to close, has this happened to anyone else? and if so how long did it take to heal and did it heal right?