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Is this really going to happen?  I am scared yet excited.  If they could promise I will have no health issues realated to this surgery I would be excited.  I am excited about the idea I could be weeks away from starting a new me but worried also about the complications.  I am so tired of yo yo diets.  So tired of ugly clothes and expensive prices.    I want to be able to go the beach and be able to get out of the lounge chair without being on my knees.  I want to feel sexy for my husband rather than ashamed.  I want to abe able to climb the cliff walls to reach the kiva 500 feet up again and not have to spend an hour there worried about getting down or if I'm having a heart attack.I want to be able to get in and out of the boat without being scared I can't l get my self in if the shark comes.  No JOKE!  I don't want to look like a buffett or a warus  in a diving suit to the local sharks. I want to ride my horse again and know I can get in the saddle with out throwing his 1000lbs off balance.  I just want to be happy again.  I so hope it will all come true.