Well, it's now officially 2 days before my life changing surgery and I am still not even nerveous or scared about it. I have asked my family, with the exception of my husband, to not come to the hospital to be with me until the next day or so because, I just can't stand the thought of people standing around worrying about me. I want this to be a happy time and not a dreadful worrying scene, they all completely understand because they know how independant I am, their support is what is the most important to me and I already have that so I set and ready to go.