03/11/03 - Still have the uncomfortable pain in my lower abdominal are above the navel. Do not really have an appetite but making myself eat because I know I need to.
Over the past two days I have seen people that Have not seen me since the surgery and they are completely taken away. Most say they do not recognize me I have lost so much weight. My voice is the only give away. I proudly tell people who ask what did I do that I had weight loss surgery and I tell them about my wonderful surgeon.I also tell them thatthis is simply a tool that I must learn to utilize properly.
For the first time today I went and stood in front of the mirror this evening and could actually see how much smaller I have gotten. Sizes 22, 20 and 18's are all falling off me. Most 16's are baggie also. Some 14's are snug and others fit just right. I put on my panty hose and bras and look very shapely in the mirror. I have a greater love and appreciation of me in stretch leggings and various types of tops.
I am 30 lbs away from my target weight. Weighed in today and I am 204 lbs. I have also lost some more inches because more of my clothes fit better or they are looser. I predict my desired weigh to be reached by the end of April at which time I should be wearing sizes 10-12 which is my targeted size. Dr. Wongsa and I, both agree that will be small enough for my height of 5'6. I want to cont to be and look healthy and not malnutritioned. Everyone confirms my complexion looks great and even toned, my neck is tight, my buttocks no longer jiggle like jello, my arms do not sag as much anymore, my legs and thighs are shapely. I am hopeing that my abdomen, thighs and those love handles across my back will dwindle away with those last 30lbs. Dr. Wongsa recommends not even thinking about reconstructive surgery untill 2 years after surgery because the body has an amazing way of rejuvenating itself. I do not have alot of stretch marks which he says means that skin can tighten back up. Personally I don't ever want to have anymore surgeries if I can help it. My photo has not been posted yet, infact it's time for a new one. Oh well. Till later. Veronica