Hi Trisha! I read your post about being scared and I'm right there with you. My surgery is on August 5th and once I got the word I was approved and my date scheduled, I have been on a huge roller coaster ride of emotions. I have a 4yo and 16mo old and I, too, look at them and can just burst into tears. I have a great faith that whatever happens, it's in God's hands, and I do feel confident all will be just fine. But it's those pesty little negative thoughts that keep creeping in and wrecking my calmness. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers for a quick, uneventful surgery. Best of luck and God bless you!