Hello to all my beloved AMOS family. I am nearly in tears from pain as I sit here and type this update. I had WLS on 8-20-02 and it did not go smooth as I was prepared for. I thought I was going to get LAP RNY, but due to severe scar tissue from my gallbladder surgery in 99, I had to have OPEN RNY. Dr.Cacchione said I was doing well, but I am NOT going to sugar coat this pain. I can barely move, and getting up and down on my own is almost impossible, but I do my best to get around on my own. The doctor said the more I walk, the better I would feel....but the more I walk the more pain that I am in....I have almost 40 staples in my stomach, and an opening where my JP tube was at and it is soooooo painful....I am looking at the brighter side that in a few weeks I will be glad I did this, but to be honest, when I first woke up I was crying and saying Im a fool for doing this to myself...I felt like I was dying and I had so many tubes in my nose and stomach....and hooked to IVS, and monitors...my first impression of the surgery was OMG IVE SLOWLY KILLED MYSELF AND IM DYING IN AGONIZING PAIN! I guess I was just shocked that it wasnt a LAP RNY . When I had my gallbladder removed, everything went very well....in 2 days I was up and doing my "normal" routine. This surgery, as I have to keep reminding myself is greater than a gallbladder surgery. I know in the long run this surgery is going to save my life..and every obstacle that I endure, I try to look at it as a stepping stone for me to move higher up and be the person I know that is within me...I want that bright, beautiful girl inside me to shine through just like my personality does...Time has a way of healing all wounds( not sure who said that, but thats how i have to look at life at this point).I just want everyone in my wondeful AMOS family to please say a prayer for me, and I will continue to say prayers for all of you as well. I LOVE MY AMOS FAMILY!!! RosannaKY