Hi Gerry, I know how you are feeling on this emotional roller coaster ride we are on! It's very natural to be anxious(sp), especially the closer you get. I feel very strongly that this is in God's plan for you. Make peace with your decision, take a deep breath and calm yourself. Go to that place within you, where God lives, and put all your faith in Him. Then focus on your new life with better health and more energy. We can do this! (Mine is on the 25th) I will say a special prayer for you and your surgeon.
BIG HUG! Carol Percel