Susie,
We have never talked , never seen one another , never passed E-mail to one another but yesterday a friend told me how things was going rough for you right now and I wanted to let you know that you are in our prayers.
I'd like to tell you shortly about a special place I have here at my home in Tennessee. It is what people around here call a Old fashion Rock Alter. We have a small creek in the woods. Beside the creek is a lovely place I go to talk with the Lord alone. A few years back ,I noticed I'd always find small stones laying around and I'd pick one up and kinda carry it while praying and thinking.Later when someone asked me to pray for them , or when problems came that I took to the Lord,I'd leave the small rock there on what has grown to be a large pile now.
Looking back over the few years ,I can plainly see just how much "weight" of burdens God has carried for me. Dear friend , yesterday ,a small stone was placed on that pile for you ,it doesn't have your name on it ,it looks much like the others stones, but God knows the difference,He knows which is for you and I know He hears the prayers. Hang in there. God Bless you and your family.