Hi Mandy, My surgery is scheduled for the 9th, day after yours, and I feel you girl. But, just remember why you are doing this ok. I am sure that everything will be alright when all is done. I am looking forward to being on the other side and I am sure if, you ask yourself, how you got where you are right now, the surgery scheduled i mean, you will realize that this is something that you really need to do for yourself, I know it is for me. Don't fret, it will be okay. Your friend,good luck and bless you.