bmalsup
Hurry up and wait
Nov 07, 2007
As an Army wife I should be used to it. Apparently, I'm not. I'm not a very patient person and the waiting is driving me crazy. I know it's all part of the process though, and it gives me time to learn all that I can and to find a good network of friends that will be there for me after the process has began snowballing along. :)
I'm also trying to find a balance between knowledge and obsession. I've been reading all I can about surgery, the process, tips, and even videos of the procedure. I spent three hours yesterday looking things up. I want to make sure I know everything about the process to make it work for me, but I also need to remember that I have a life, and a busy one at that. :)
I guess the only thing I can do right now is wait. :)