JENNI S.
My name is Jenni. I have been over weight most of my life.
Before I started my my progress I thought WLS was the easy way out. I know now this has been the hardest thing I have ever done. I feel so bad that I thought that way. It is really hard to try to explain your thoughts and feelings to someone who is not going though all the classes and emotions of the waiting game.
I have learned so much and know there is still so much learn. I have finished my classes and now I can have a consult with my surgeron on 4/28/09 with Dr. Suh.
I feel my whole world has been changed all ready. I know there are going to be lots more changes to come. My friend told me that I will change after surgery. I am nervous to met the new me. Will my husband still look at me the same way? Will my kids still see me as fat mom? I just want to be healthy enough to be able to run and play with my boys. My husband and kids the most inportant thing in my life. I need to be able to care for them better.
I am doing this surgery for me I found out over the last year its ok for me to be a little selfish and take time for me. WLS is my best tool I think to get me back to where I need to be to care for my family.
