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Boy so many thoughts have gone through my head.  Lately it is why did I do this to myself.  Starting with gaining all this weight.  I did not relieve all the little things I did to not deal with the weight.  I feel like I haven't lost anything.  When I look in the mirror I am still grossed out.  In the past 2 years though I was the queen of ignoring mirrors so to be honest I don't know how bad I was when I went in.  I also never allowed my picture to be taken. 

The other thing I wonder why did I do this is how sick I still am.  I ended up in the hospital yesterday for 4 hours of IV.  I am low in many thing and have 8 different meds. they added.  I just wish I would stop throwing up!!!
Jenny

I really fell pretty good.  I only have nausea.  I don't hayve cath any more.  I have done tons of walking.  I am just really excited about will be ahead.  Thanks so anyone how has supported me this far.  
Jenny

It is hard to believe that 24 hours from know I will be checked into the hospital.  I am ready for this new life!!  I am so afraid of failure.  I also feel selfish for being away from my sick child for a few days.  The last thing that make me nervous is I have really enjoyed walking and with winter just around the cornor her in Wisconsin I hope I will be able to keep it up!

2 days away and so much to do!!  Concenred that I have not heard from the hopsital.  I am going to try and call them today.  My youngest and my father are sick so I hope I can have the surgery!!  So much to do and understand so little time.  HELP!!!!

This is my first day blogging.  I am 255lbs.  I am not having problems with exercising or eating 3 times a day but getting that protein in really worries me.  Any ideas?