joemama
I am less than 5 days away from my surgery date. I am filled with mixed emotions. When I got the date I was selected as a fill-in from a cancellation! So my mental prep-time has been minimal! I'm confident yet scared to death! After initial period of "selfish reasons why I am doing this" I now feel better in knowing it is because of "selfish reasons" that will keep me around longer where I am needed! With an addition to my family soon on the way I don't want this child to know me as the uninvolved Daddy on the sidelines! Fit coach is what I want to be. I have so far been very private about this whole process but at some point I would love to be an advocate....I guess I want to make sure it all works out 1st, but from reading for months on here about everyone's success...how can it not work? With surgery date of April 7th....please keep me in your prayers!