10/8/09

Oct 08, 2009

I am still thinking about having the surgery and finding out that the few people I am telling are very supportive. I don't want to have it go around that I am thinking about having the surgery but I truely am. I want to lose this weight so bad I can taste it....Ok maybe a bad analogy but that is how I am feeling. I am trying to do it the healthy way but the weight is just not coming off like I feel it should be. I am eating right most of the time and only treating myself once in a while. I did good last night at not buying myself candy from the gas station. Which I hate to admit that I did the last two times I was there (other than last night) and I ate it all by myself too. I would not even share with my kids...what kind of mom does that? I felt like it was my treat to myself and I deserved it for being so good about not getting so stressed out. If anyone is reading this and has suggestions for me please let me know.

I have a goal of working out for 15 min three days a week and that is just a start for me...a jumping off point if you will. But I can't seem to get myself off the couch and doing it. I am so tired by the time I get home that I can imagine doing any kind of work out. I try every morning to get out of bed earlier and get some type of exercise in but I just can't seem to do that either. So again any help on any of these subjects would be appreachated.

~Me~

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