Felicia O'Connor

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So i have gained a bit of weight~ i am back on 2 protein shakes a day and eating protein first. Recently I juiced for 12 days. 2 times a day and then i ate a small protein dinner. I dont know what else to do. I am in the process of getting a appt with my doctor to see what options I have. I need to get that last 30 lbs off~ it is harder than before. I dont like looking at the scale. its driving me crazy.....

Today, is gonna be a great day. I am tracking all my intake , and maintaining a 1200 calorie eating better plan. Yes! I said no diet, cause it's no longer a diet. It's making better choices for my life style. I am feeling much better. Eating up to 90 grams of protein, which I was lacking before. I can't wait to get to my goal. I have reached it before, I took for granted on what my WLS can do for me. It's about me now, I didn't fully understand who I was when I was a size 6! I was scared to be thin, cause it always sheltered myself from being thin. Sounds weird, at least to me it does. I value myself more than I ever have in my life. I deserve the best life. I will conquer my destiny. 

Well I started back on my shakes today. I tried to be vegetarian, unfortunately it's not working for me on the weight loss part. So back on organic chicken only. So wish me luck!

So over the weekend I managed to lose another 5 lbs. I am very excited that I am getting back on track. Went to grocery store and bought some chicken and a few other protein meats for the week. I am determined to get on track to my goal by New Years Eve. Even though I am not really going out anywhere. Unless he decides to take me out~ I really do plan on going to Rose Parade of course, since I live down the street form it~ I will be where I want to be, and still making a lot of changes. Wish me luck~

Its been a rough almost 4 years journey. I have since gained 20 lbs and I am back at getting it off. I have had many road blocks in front of me. I have managed to change my life in a few ways for the better. Since I got the surgery. I have divorced. It was a hard thing, I survived it~ Since then I have the most amazing partner. He is so loving and caring and loves me for me. He is some what of the reason I packed on a bit of weight~ Now I am back to getting it off. I am hoping to have it off by Jan 2013 or at least buy Feb 2013. Wish me luck and I have returned on the site for the support that I have been lacking in my everyday life~

I have great news! So yesterday my Aunt talked to my husband. And he finally understood alot of things. We are not talking yet, but we had a few break thru's. He is going to spend the weekend with our daughter and he realizes that I love him, he was feeling not loved cause of my progress. But he does love me and just needs to get himself together. I am so happy that our daughter will finally get to spend the weekend with him, I think he will feel better, cause she is apart of me and looks just like me :) . Thanks to all my family and friends for praying for me! I've been praying alot and God is guiding me thru this journey in my life.........xoxo Felicia