Amanda--meet your new family and support system--the folks at AMOS. We have all been there and know how it is to not be able to do the things you want to do. I'm proud of you for pursuing this now. My kids are teens and I regret missing a lot of things with them. I wanted to ride bikes and canoe, but physically could not. I'm scheduled for surgery in November and looking forward to a new healthy life. Read, read, read and learn all you can! These folks will be there for you! Lori in TN