Mrs_J
Taking the first step
Feb 24, 2008
Well, I have all my instruction on what I must do to even get a date set. I have 10 appointments with a shrink and 4 counseling sessions.
I must keep a food diary and a "feelings" diary and read a book and oh, excersice 4 times a week. 
Sounds like a lot, but today I decided that this was not going to be easy. Anything worth having is worth waiting for. I will take it one day at a time, one step at a time and I will complete the requirements for the surgery. I have been in such a hurry because I have plans in August, but I have realized that if the surgery does not happen before my plans, then it will happen afterwards and I will be prepared, and informed and confident. Still.......I'm gonna push as hard as I can to make it happen.
I must keep a food diary and a "feelings" diary and read a book and oh, excersice 4 times a week. 
Sounds like a lot, but today I decided that this was not going to be easy. Anything worth having is worth waiting for. I will take it one day at a time, one step at a time and I will complete the requirements for the surgery. I have been in such a hurry because I have plans in August, but I have realized that if the surgery does not happen before my plans, then it will happen afterwards and I will be prepared, and informed and confident. Still.......I'm gonna push as hard as I can to make it happen.