NJRealtorAda
ever since i was 15 i was heavy. i have lost so many Lb with all the diets i did i should have been gone down to ZERO LB but yet i always gained it back. to make things worse i was the only child out of 6 that was over weight. that killed my mother who wanted perfect kids...and i was not! 6 years ago i took the diet pills and almost died from it so i drop that. after getting separated from my husband i was determent to lose weight in any possible way so 3 years ago i fallowed one of my clients to Mexico to have the Lap band. i went to the same hospital and the same doctor yet i got staff infection there and was sick like a dog. the band was removed here in the state after 2 weeks. i had to stay home with an ugly open wound that was oozing for 2 month with a care of a nurse. once again i was close to die. do you think this stopped me? Naaaa. 8 month after the first band was removed i had the band put again in NJ. this time it was a success. i was in heaven. now, i thought my dream will come true. i had this band for almost 2 years and lost about 50% of the weight i needed to lose but guess what? call me Mi's complications cos they fallow me everywhere. i started heaving sever heart burn. there was nothing i could eat not drink without feeling like i am on fire. than one day. after many time of expending the band and adjust i over and over my doctor and i decided that the band must go out/ so here i am making world record of having the band put twice and taken out twice. the truth is that after the band was out i was so relived that i was trying to convince myself that i can be happy just the way i am and i shouldn't push my luck no more but i was miserable and my self confident was down to the ground. now all i did was sitting at home and eating. i gained all my weight back plus more. i don't know how i was able to find that power to go through another surgery. but OOPS I DID IT AGAIN. i went to what i call "The real thing" the gastric bypass. it's 11 days after. i fallow all instructions and i will do my share and hope for best. the rest in in the hand of God. some things are just beyond us.
