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Im nauseated today not as bad as yesterday yet, hopefully it wont be.  Im rearranging how I take my vitamins and stuff,  I think that nasty iron has a lot to do with it.  It is chewable and it completley grosses me out.  Tonight im going to swallow it whole with a little pudding and go straight to bed.  Otherwise im still doing good my soreness is going away my sites look good and im 5 days out today and i have lost 15 pds. 
I will be glad when I dont have to give myself the blood thinner shots any more they burn like a son of a gun i still have like 10 more days twice a day though.

Im going to go outside today and walk around and im going to drive my daughter to school tomorrow and see how that goes.

Im a little down today I dont know why I should be estatic but I think that it seems normal, I have after all just lost my best friend- food! and to be honest I miss it.  Not that im hungry cause im certaintly not its just always been there and now its not and it is coming so clear to me just how much i used food as a crutch.  Im glad to be free of it dont get me wrong, It just takes some getting use to.  Well thats all I got for now, ya never know I may write more later.

I did it!! I actually went through with the surgery.  There were a few moments right before going under I thought I might have to RUN< RUN RUN.  But I didnt and they gave versed and that was all she wrote.  I really had a great experience, no severe pain at all.  Im sore dont get me wrong but nothing that i cant stand.  I got up that night every 2 hours and walked 2 laps arpund the nurses station, i really believe that made all the difference cause i havent even had that much gas pain.  I did make the mistake this morning and I took all my vitamins,  Im going to have to spread it out over the day cause that has naseauted me today. other than that im pretty good.  The hospital was awesome  the staff were great i really dont have much to complain about, except i wanted to go home aftyer post op day 1 and he wouldnt let me so i spent 2 nights there.  Its been 3 days since my surgery and I have lost 8 pounds already!! well gotta go for now its time to walk again.  

Thanks for all of you who sent me words of encouragement I truly appreciate it!!

Tomorrow is the big day!!, I would be fibbing if I said I wasnt nervous.  Im starting to get real nervous.  I had a bad situation with my c section and I had an allergic reaction to the anesthesia and ended up on the vent for 3 days, I dont want that to happen again since then though I have had my gall bladder out and I did fine with that, I am just a big chicken!!!
I cant wait to start looseing though im so sick of this big fat gut!!  Its embarrasing to me and my scrub pants at clinicals today have gotten so tight all day i could barely move and when I went out at the end of the day and stepped up into my truck i heard that sound rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrip!!
total blow out, Thank the Lord that I was going home with no stops.

Also at it was our last clinical with this one particular instructor and so at 1pm she said we could go home early but first we had to stop and eat at cheeseburger paradise, I was like come on cause im on the clear liquids only but she made me go and I sat their and ate jello.  I thought to myself i got to get use to this but it sucked!!!!
the girl on my left had this wonderful smelling popcorn shrimp and the girl on my right had a huge juicy loaded cheeseburger ooohh it was awful.  But I made it!!  now im going to go eat some wonderful smelling chicken broth (yuck)  i hope i can learn to like it.

I just cant believe  tomorrow is the day it has come up on me quick.
I didnt get to talk to my husband today either like i wanted he is on a mission course he still thinks im getting hernia repair, I feel bad about that but I want to surprise him so bad I cant stand it!!

You wouldnt think I would be hungry with as many butterflies in my stomach as i have right now.
Ill make it this time next week I will have already lost some weight and starting to heal up!!  Thats the plan anyway.

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