GOODMORNING MICHELLE, I AM SORRY TO HEAR WHAT IS HAPPENING TO U WITH UR BOY FRIEND, I WAS THINKING GOD WANT US TO KNOW THAT HE IS ALL WE NEED, AND HE MUST COME FIRST IN OUR LIVES... I DO PRAY UR FEAR WILL LEAVE U, AND U HAVE A VERY SUCCESSFULL SURGERY....GOD WILL NEVER LEAVE U OR FOR SACK U, HE IS WILL GO WITH U ALL THE WAY EVEN TO THE END... GOD BLESS U..... P.S. MAY I SAY , U HAVE A GOOD NAME, THAT IS MY DAUGHTER'S NAME... DOVIE PATTERSON