Hi Trish, I know your disappointed that you didn't get your surgery,But truly the doctor is only looking out for you.It's better to get that ole gall bladder taken care of now,then to have maybe had a set back later on.Keep your chin up,your surgery date will be here soon,and you'll be able to look back and be thankful.I pray you have a speedy recovery with the gall bladder surgery,and you'll be back on track in no time.May God bless you and encourage you with your sad heart.LOL,Lora