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Mar 29, 2009

So, I made it through the weekend. 

Saturday I was in and out of sleep and still a little in pain.  Although it was somewhat bearable.  I did not take the pains meds as schedule, only when I felt I couldn't deal with it any more.  Let me just say, that that day was hard for me as far as the  clear liquids were concerned. I just couldn't get through all of the liquids.  My favorite drink which is apple juice didn't even tasted the same.  I am not sure if it is because I have this awful mucus type cold or that my taste buds just didn't like it.
  What I do know, is that I dont care if I never eat chicken broth again!!~!!!!

Sunday was the start of my pureed food.  Breakfast was an egg and a quarter of grits which I couldn't finish.  I felt like I had heart burn, gas, or needed to vomit.  The rest of the day was no better.  I just did not feel hungry, and getting through the drinks as far as timing was frustrated.  It took me like 4 hours to finish the drinking.  I did not get three meals in, and I am starting to wonder....  If I did  the right thing?
 
I did however, finally have a bowel movement after five days, and burped alot.  So, the saga continues.....

The worst part, that has stuck with me up until this morning, is the over whelming saddness that is over me> I can not understand why I cried my self st sleep last night????

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