younglady201
My story is kinda simple, I have always been on the heavy side, but in school I was very active, so it was not that bad. I never thought about weight until my cheerleading coach told me I need to lose a few pounds. But I wipe that off but every since then, I started to compare myself to others and that's has been my down fall. My paents and my older brother have never called my fat, even til this day they don't. My brother say he don't think I'm big but still. I have tried to lose weight on my on and of course, did not work out for me. I started to see the difference last year aroung November, got in somepants that I could not fix in years but I can not get in them now. Thinking about surgery but a little scared to go, I would like to try again with the gym, but I am tried of going there. I have no motivation, no nothing at this pont. I guess I should say, or let you know that I have a problem with pening up to people. So as you can guess my love life have never been here.